Working with Clown and Juggler Charles Brockbank, we started creating a first character for Can of Worms (funded in this first moment by the Stumble Crowdfunder last year). We will look to the displaced people on our streets who display extraordinary eccentricities, for our inspiration. To my mind public displays of madness are starting to look more like sanity. Stumble aim to explore Mental Health as it is affected by our fears for the future, specifically Climate Change but also in general our experiences of empathy and our understanding of what behaviour is appropriate and acceptable in society and how this may be at odds with reality.
Trying to create a strong and stable seat with sellotape.
Inspired by Waiting for Godot. Inspired by current events. Inspired by trying to make work about issues that scare people. Stumble are trying to get support for this new project, Can of Worms.
I am hanging by my fingernails to the crumbling flinty edge of a cliff. It is a true cliffhanger. An ellipsis. I am displaying signs of distress, but quietly, in a way that would be noticeable only to the trained eye. To others I would appear calm and collected, possibly even serene. Beneath me are jagged rocks and dark waters, ebbing and flowing, threatening. I could fall to a certain death, or I could be fine, there is no way of being absolutely certain. There is no proof that I will die when I fall. There is no proof that I will fall. There is only the probability, no the possibility. The odds shift as I consider the physics, the science, the logic. I can see that I could change the parameters of my suspension. I could swing my legs over to my left and hoik myself up onto the ledge that is just within reach, or possibly just out of reach. I have no assurances that the ledge will hold me, that I will be able to reach it, that I will be able to transfer my weight successfully. My grip is weakening, my arms are straining and my ribs are stretching out to their extremity. I feel a little embarrassed. Perhaps even a little bored. I do not know what to do.
I will wait.